I struggled with self-confidence, but not when I used. I found that the pills eased my insecurities and low self-esteem. I was prescribed Adderall for ADHD when I was a sophomore in high school, and my addiction began during my junior year. 'The Meds Made Me Feel Like The Most Confident, Smartest Person In Every Room' The next thing I knew, it was three weeks later. I remember very little about the remainder of that night. I had taken at least half of a 30-day prescription of Adderall that day, plus chugged a lot of alcohol, and I was on the verge of losing it-fading in and out, right on the line of unconsciousness. We went back to the guy’s place because he was having a house party, and I remember he wanted to go to bed with me and I didn’t feel right about it. I went bar-hopping with him and his friends, and at some point during the night, I got a citation for public intoxication. I was on Broadway in Nashville, it was a Friday night, and when I was at a red light, this guy crossing the street was like, “You’re too pretty to cry,” so I said, “Okay, get in my car.” I was driving and drinking out of a paper bag, just like an old man or something, and bawling my eyes out. I was very tweaked and very angry, so I decided to go downtown to party, and on my way I stopped at the liquor store and bought a handle of Old Crow.

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